Anti-depressant

After many years I have finaly went to the doctor and got anti-drepresents.

I have tried NOT to ask for them but I was losing the battle for my insanity.

I find it depressing having to take tablets for my back when it is bad. I do not like having to take tablets.

It means I cannot consume (picked up bottle and looked at the spelling of alcohol) alcohol with my back tablets (return bottle to storage place). It would be almost certain death (Force hand to let go of bottle).

I once stoped the tablets for 36 hours and had 1, yes 1, can of beer. My mother awoke me about 14 hours later. My head was not clear for atlest another 4 hours. If I had taken that beer without waiting the 36 hours, I might have ended up in hospital or worse.

Anytime I plan to have a drink, I wait at lest 5 DAYS before drinking.

But the car crash last week was the final straw. I finaly went and got the tablets. Last time I had refused the tablets and settled to see the scy-kry-a-tist (I can not spell that word) nurse.

Maybe I ahould change my name from Azmad to Insane.

(^^).